The first thing on solving a problem is admitting of having one. I finally told my family that I am having problem accepting the fact that I had failed the review board which in turn caused me to become an angry person.
My mother said she did notice the changed but she just keep it quiet wanting me to admit it for myself. My friends too did know I was sad even though I was putting a smile on my face.
I don't know how many people had been hurt by me. By my anger.
I need to deal with it. So I am taking some time off to relax and handle my problem. I had to accept and set things right. If I keep doing thing I am doing right now I am destroying myself and I am hurting people.
For the time being, I will not be contactable in anyway unless it is emergency. I also will be taking some time off from the blogging world until I am well. Being said that, I won't be going online and try to live life the old way. Maybe this time it will works for me.
Don't worry. I will be back and I will be better.
1 comment:
i hope things will be alright, and i know that for all it may have its best and valid reason.
hope you'd be well soon. nothing i can say would ever make any difference but at least i do sincerely hope you'd be okay.
*HUGS*
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