Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Daily Routine

It always the same thing lately. Just because I am now doing my ground training. So the first two weeks would be the boring self study at the training centre. 

I normally would wake up around 7 in the morning. What I usually do is to go and make myself a fresh juice. I think by now the neighbours are used to the loud blander noise from me. Cookies is a must for me to have too. 

So showering part no need to explain I guess. I need at least 30 minutes to shower and groom. I think the time I spend for it is still insufficient. 

Driving out to the centre would supposely take me around 20 minutes. However due to the early morning rush, I would normally arrive a little bit late than usual. There is no specific time to be at the centre so if you are late, nobody would scold or notice you at all. 

So what I normally do there? Well as a lazy person I am, I would just sit and do nothing most of the time. I also would go and disturb my fellow friends who busy studying so I could kill my time. If still bored, I would go to the lounge and had a break. Normally two or three times with 30 minutes minimums time spend. Oh ya. Not to forgot the iPhone time and the nap time. 

Don't worry folks. It may sound so relax but I know what I am doing. ;)

Go home always early than normal people. I don't want to stuck in the traffic jam. Stressful.

Reach home. Nap time again. Then by the time I woke up it's already dinner time. Yeay!

Hang out with friends at night mostly. If they are not free, I will force them. If still not free, next victim will be called. :)

What time do I sleep normally? After 12am.

Ok then. That's my day everyday for this two weeks. Next week would be a different story to tell.

Via iPhone

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

iHave iPhone 4

I was reluctant at first to get my hands on the iPhone 4. All because of the defect on the antenna.

After long consideration and searching online for any informations related to the problem, I decided to just go for it.

Hence, yesterday morning I joined with several groups of people lined up at the Sunway Pyramid Maxis Centre to get one for myself. It was a long queue but once the centre was open, they did a good job at dividing to sections to ease and fasten the application and/or purhase of the phone. So by an hour after, I proudly can announce myself an owner of iPhone 4.

Believe me or not I can practically say this phone is so damn cool. I just used for a day but loving every second of it. Still can't get my hand off it until now. The screen and the camera especially is superb.

Oh ya, the antenna problem is NOT a problem at all for me. So far I can't find any major problem with it. Still works like the normal phone. So I just "assume" that Maxis probably has a very good reception.

All data and apps transfered from the old iPhone was done smoothly and easily. Just a few clicks and it all done.

The only problem I am facing right now is transfering photo. Had the problem before and I have forgotten how to fix it. Plenty of time for me to search the answer so I will just do it slowly.

My old iPhone? I am selling it to any interested buyer. Details as below:

iPhone 3Gs 32Gb (Black)
Condition: Like New
Warranty: 6 months
Type: Maxis set
Version: iOS 4.0.2, Unlocked and non-Jailbreak
Price: RM1700 fix

Any other informations you need or interested buying it, you may email it to me at ameerzachery[at]gmail[dot]com.

Any ho, still loving this phone. :D

Via iPhone

Friday, September 24, 2010

I Want Iphone 4

Wohoo! Iphone 4 is out here in Malaysia. Yesterday was the price release date. They make it so suspend as they didn't announce it on the spot.

Twitter and FB was flooded with the Iphone 4 news. Even better coverange for the information required.

Anyhoo, I am so tempted to buy one. Unfortunately, the official release date is on the Monday (27 September 2010) for Maxis. I am a "loyal" Maxis customer, so might as well stick to them.

For my understanding, only those who purchase the Iphone 4 will be able to get or upgrade to the new iValue plan which is so much better than the old iValue plan at the same rate. The existing customer with the old Iphone models are not allowed or be upgrade to this new package. Something I found unfair.

So Monday people! I am going to storm Maxis centre and get myself a brand new Iphone 4.

Who want to buy my Iphone 3Gs 32GB? Email me if interested and we shall discuss about it.

Via Iphone

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Plan Is Just A Plan

Yesterday was really a tiring day for me. I wanted to do things fast so I could get back to work but unfortunately for me plan can as always stay as plan.

As usual with the waking up early in the morning (530am to be exact), I had to leave the house pretty much more early. I had to drive myself to the hospital to set and discuss about the operation date and procedure which going to be done to me.

So the operation is set to next week Friday at 4pm. The procedure call for a longer time as this time a scope will be put in all the way to the kidney amd dig out any remaining stone in it. It would be a bit more painful after the surgery when I wakes up but somehow I just smile and felt excited about it. Immune I guess.

Then with the supposely spare time I managed to go to the post office and post some documents to someone. (You will get it next week or the week after if they didn't lose it again I guess)

Settled changing the internet line for the newly moved house. It seem that two weeks minimums are required for the new installation/transfering and a "few" more RM need to be fork out. Money for everything nowadays.

So the only thing left was the furniture which need to be assemble by the handyman. Haih. So unprofesional of them as they are two hours late. By the time everything was done it is already too late for me to go back to work. No choice but to skip for the day.

Haih. Tired wei if like this all the time.

Via iPhone

Monday, September 20, 2010

First Day Bad Luck

Everything so screw up today. It was my first day of working and everything didn't go as what is plan. One after another problems arise up to a point I was feeling of just throw everything that I am doing and go to sleep. First the furnitures lorry arrive at 3pm while I'm still at work leaving everything outside. Stupid hell. If someone were to steal it who would I blame. Then during lunch I was out rushing to take all my forgotten manuals and I almost had an accident. Arrived with a punture tire. Don't give a damn already. The aircord installation almost got cancelled the house messy as hell just because the back door key went missing. He had to break the door. Well I told him to do it as I really don't care. I just want everything to get settle fast. I give up fixing the tire as everything is not in place. Kidney pain as I overstress everything today. I'm tired and stress. Welcome back to work to me. Good night world. I will waking up early tomorrow as I promised someone I would and greet that someone for every single day I am alive no matter what.

Sunday, September 19, 2010


It is not easy for one to maintain a good, happy and stable relationship. There will be time when couple fights even for the smallest reason. Somehow, it the understanding and communications between each other to solve the problems what make the relationship works. Otherwise, the relationship they having will never be successful. 

Sometime fights will make the relationship grew stronger but sometime also it might just will destroy it all together. 

There are mistake I made which I regretted. You see I don't easily get angry. I keep my anger to myself most of the time. It is just like a ticking bomb waiting to explode. However, there will be time my anger will just burst like a volcano. It dies down fast but the effect goes to the people around me. People that I care deeply. 

I had a fight with B recently. A fight which I created just because I felt neglected. It is something stupid for me to even to think about such thing. 

B was very patient with me all the time. I kept spilling out my discontent to B and B just listen quietly. I wish B would responded to it but I guess B don't want to make things worst. So all B did was listen until I am finish. 

Of course after I cool down and come to my senses I felt so guilty for what I did. So I tried to apologies to B for everything I did. I know I was hurting B. So I am trying to fix back the mess I made. I was so stupid for doing it in the first place.

Somehow B is just stay silent. No return SMS, no picking up calls and no replying online messages. I believe I caused B to be really angry at me. I tried everything already. So now all I can do is give B some space. I hope B will talk to me again soon. 

I don't want things to end just because of this. I want to make things work for us once again. 

I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for everything that I did.

"It takes forever to build a relationship and only one day to destroy it"

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Depressing Post

I have been reading a lot of blog. To be exact 145 blogs in one time.

Lately, I noticed that a lot of people been posting so many depressing post in their blog. It doesn't help me to smile or be happy when I read it. Reason being, part of me know what they wrote in their blog is true. Something I can't deny off no matter how hard I tried not to think about it. It's bothers me a lot.

Again, I hate being sad and down. It create unstable emotions. To stop reading their blog altogether just because of one post is not really a wise decision. So for now, I am taking a leave from reading blogs. Updates from me will still be available from time to time.

I need time to recover back.

Time move slowly when you are sad and disappear quickly when you are happy.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

New House

True what some said. My mother just need some time to herself to think about me moving out. I can't force her to it. Even though she keep saying stuff to made me changed my mind, I still told her I would still be moving out.

Up to last week, she finally said to me she approved me of living away from her. She didn't set any rules yet for me but I think she will slowing add it in from time to time. Just for now she wanted me to come home as much as possible even it is only for one night.

Right now, she even helping me with the household items and also buying the furnitures. I think she already starting to accept that it is time for me to leave the nest and be independent.

I am glad she happy with my decision now. At least I won't have to feel sad and guilty all the time knowing she is unhappy.

Thanks mom!

Monday, September 13, 2010

This Is It

I will be wheel down to the operating theatre in an hour or less from now. The nurses are preparing my medications mostly to help me with my nausea and nervous. I guess it because of my previous history which the doctor don't want to take any chance on me. 

I am not really afraid of the surgery. I know it will be pain after. It is something I endure mostly my entire life. However, the concern I have is more on me not be able to wake up after the surgery. Perhaps it is just my imagination running wild. 

Needless to say, if something were to go wrong (which I hope not), I wish to say I had a happy run in my life despite all the sickness I have been through. 

It was definitely a good run. 

Post sriptum: I love you my dear.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Hello Hospital, How Are You?

First of all, I would like to wish all human in this world 'Selamat Hari Raya'. May all of you have a gay celebration this year.

Ok. Back to business.

I would like to express my sincere apology for might not be able to update post after this. We see how it goes first after this.

So some of you might know I am not really that well again. I have been taking a lot of painkillers lately and still the pain is getting worst and worst. So yesterday was the mark of our happy day together where the pain love me so much, it give me extra LOVE. I received it happily by screaming my lung out on the inside. So embarassing lar if a guy scream in pain. Must hold it and do fake smile. Ok. I lied. I really was screaming. Until they inject me a strong painkiller and I was over the rainbow already after that.

So I was stuck in the beloved hospital (Assunta) waiting to undergo surgery. The hospital wanted holiday so they had to postpone it to this Monday. I was allowed to go home and celebrate this so festive season. Like I am going to get any 'duit raya' also. Must give some more got lar.

Anyway, both my Urologist and beloved company doctor are forcing me to do the surgery or I will not be able to work. They seriously will stop me if I refused again. Yeah. I did refuse once. Ya lar. Too many surgery already lar. Tired also.

The surgery going to be in two phase. In another word I will be having TWO surgeries. Great right? One is to put the tube inside and another one to take it out. The procedure called by putting Ureteric stent. Hmm.. Sound so scary right? I got no feeling already. My feeling are numb already. They poke me with all the needles also I lazy show them my 'kawaii' reaction.

So have you guess what my problem is? No? I give you a clue. Another blogger had this surgery recently. His name is wait for it - Koala (not the animal ok!).

Ok lar. I tell you. I know some very lazy to click click one. It's Ureterolithiasis. Don't know? That's the doctor's lingo. English is Kindey Stone. Yeay. Damn it!!


Pray for my full recovery will ya. I have no idea when that also. A month a guess. Oh well. What to do?

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Come See What Inside My Bum Equipment

I am talking about my wallet actually. Since I am out of idea what to blog, so I guess this will do for now. It just for fun ok. Sure got people do this stuff also.

So here is my wallet. It is black and it just nice for me as it has a lot of cards compartment. Me love. I have it for more than a year already. Still very good in quality. Oh ya, don't believe what you see right now in it. Later you know why.

So what in it?

1. Credit cards. The last five remaining credit cards. If you know about my credit cards obsession last time, you would realize this actually a little.

2. Bankcards. I have a few actually but I forgot where I keep the rest but this three are the important one as I always withdraw my money from this banks.

3. Business cards. It a mix of my as well as other people as well. I like to keep it for my reference. It a way of me expending my connections.

4. Other cards. Such as membership card, insurance, point and many more. (Gosh I have no idea what to put for this one)

5. Money. See I told you already don't believe what you see. It actually RM1 notes and lots of it. Well, I do also have few international currency with me as I don't want to misplace it again. I lost more than RM2000 worth of international currency last time. That a lot wei.

So thats about it. I know it's a boring post. So bite me. ;)

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Chocolate & Cookie

I just received a package from the land down under. That's why I was at the LCCT to picked it up just now in the evening. I actually don't really know what inside it yet. All I know it was a big bag. I didn't open it on the spot. Later people say what. So I waited until I am at my car.

So to my surprise it was four box of my newly favorite cookies and chocolates which I haven't taste before. Obviously I was smiling non stop when I saw it. Who wouldn't right if you received something you really like. Stock up. Stock up.

Since it was my first time trying the chocolate, I didn't expect much from it. I love chocolate a lot so I know which is nice and which is not. When I tried it, I was like OMG. It is so delicious. You know the feeling like you in heaven or something. That what I feel when I ate it. I can't tell you how good it is. The chocolate is actually a mix of marshmallow and peanuts. Let see. The brand is Rocklea Road. Love the dark chocolate especially. I don't think you can find it in Malaysia. Too bad it only in Australia. So I need to eat real slow so I won't finish it fast. God. How to resist the temptation? It is soooooo good. Still OMG. *yum yum eating*

Post Scriptum: If this is the birthday present for me, it is TOTALLY worth it. Thanks. ;)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

IKEA Shopping

It's time to shop around for the new house. Seriously my budget like need to be recalculate already. Not enough. Not enough.

I thought like can just use a bit for everything. I mean like just RM5000. Obviously not. Even just for my room already spend almost RM1500. Die.

So my furnitures and all bought from other shop but the rest is from IKEA. It is so damn expensive wor. But I still like IKEA stuff. Haih. They need to do jumbo sales or something. Sure I come and 'borong' everything.

It was fun but my wallet like getting thinner already. Huhuhu.

Anyone want to sponsor me?

Monday, September 6, 2010

Say Hello To My Doctor

You know when I was really sick, there are two doctor who actually tend to me all the time. One is my hospital doctor and the other one is my company doctor. Yup. My company is big so we actually have our own medical centres and doctors.

So like my hospital doctor, she is extremely care for me. Ya lar. I am really having something quite serious at that time. Every day she would come by twice just to check on me. She didn't just see me and go but she stayed and asked me how I was doing. She really serious in doing her job. Not to say other doctors who had attend to me didn't but she has her very own and unique way of treating people.

There are times where I would scream in pain and she would really come and see me to help me. She normally start her routine by checking me first. Even the nurses told me that I am like her priority most of the time as I will be the one first in her round.

During before operation, I had a panic attack out of sudden. I don't really why. So in like 10 minutes she were there next to me and asking the nurse to give me some relaxing pill to calm me down. Seriously the pill works and I was really woozy. The anesthetic was obviously angered by it as she not suppose to do that. I guess she really up to answer back the anesthetic just because of me.

Yeah, I still see her now and then just for check up. She sort of know everything about me already. Imagine, I alone have three thick folder just for the hospital alone.

My company doctor is very kind and caring. He really does concern about my health. When I first met him for the symptom I had he tried his best to treat me. Up to a point when he feel it was serious, he immediately referred me to the hospital.

He knows all my progress as both my hospital doctor and him keep contacting each other for my updates. So basically he knows about my condition too. He even pass me him handphone number for me to call him in case I needed his help. Anytime. Even when he was on holiday, he still reply to my message by calling me straight. Of course I only call him in the event of emergency. I also feel bad if disturb him when he is not working.

Still now and then he asked me to keep update on my progress. Like few days ago when I met him, he said to me to sent sms like this for update if I am not well,

"Hi Doctor, How are you? Eat already? By the way I am at XXX right now and I felt slight headache but ok already after I take Panadol"

It was really funny by the way he said it.

My doctors.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Let's Party People

I felt so happy for unknown reason. I know I was feeling sad or moody lately but it all changed. Just like that. I blame the medicine (and I got over it - the problem which was bothering me). Grr.

So feel like going clubbing and dance (even though I don't know how to dance) but who cares right? Too bad it's Sunday and confirm clubbing no fun.

Anyone wanna go next time? Err. Wait. Next week public holiday. Ok. Ok. Next next week. Let's dance people.

Enjoy some of the clubbing song. Dance too if you want.

Oh ya. I hereby declare this month as clubbing and party and dance month. So enjoy the new playlist.

and my new favourite...

Post Scriptum: I am NOT high on anything. I didn't take my medicine at all. Yeah.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Say Goodbye

This song is for you. You know who you are.

I’ve been so lost lately
I don’t really understand baby
Where did I go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call
Where do I begin with you
After all that we’ve been through
I don’t think that it would be right if we
Got together so suddenly
I wish that I could take back all the things that I said
And replace them with simply I love you instead

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
But I only wanted you to stay
Then I let you just slip away
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
Mmm oh yeah
I think about the past baby
Why we couldn’t make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But i’m gonna prove that we can work things out
I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through
And reveal that you intend to never let me down again
It’s clear to me and I can’t ignore
That I have to give you something I couldn’t before

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
But I only wanted you to stay
Then I let you just slip away
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

I didn’t think that we would come to this
Ooh, no
Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss
Why’d you wait so long to take me back
It’s all a simple misunderstanding

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (never wanna try)
But I only wanted you to stay
Then I let you just slip away
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
Then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (but I never meant to say)
But I only wanted you to stay
Then I let you just slip away
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside (never meant to see you cry, never meant to say)
Then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
And if you need me then tell me why
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

Friday, September 3, 2010

Taxi Driver, Blame Nobody But Yourself

I told the taxi driver already to use the meter but he refused. He still wanting to use a fixed fare. I do care as he did not following the rules. 

The rest of the taxi drivers was doing the same thing. I should have reported them to the authorities but I am really sure nothing will be done. Typical. 

So I had no choice but to just agree to it as I need to reach home fast. 

Well who asked you not to use the meter in the first place. Now you the one who suffer with the low fare as I specifically said where I live. Don't scold me for your own mistake. I definitely bite back. 

As I alight the taxi I felt pity for him and offer some extra cash. I guess he just too ashamed to take it and decline my offer. 

A brief thanks and I closed the door.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Soon Is My Birthday

Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers

My birthday is coming up real soon. I am getting older day by day. Sometimes I wish I were young again so I don't have to think and decide about anything on my own.

Life was never that easy. At least mine is or perhaps I just like to make it complicated than it should be.

I was tested with a lot of sickness and sometimes I do feel like giving up and let my sickness take over and be done with it. But giving up is just something so stupid. So I keep reminding myself of the other people who sacrifice their time and love to make me better especially my mom and my attending doctor. I am sure they will feel really sad if I were gone.

I am not sure what I had achive so far. I don't know if what I had is enough for me. After my long sickness, I stop thinking about the future and only think about the present on what I have right now. The future is always changing but the present is what really happening.

Yeah. I got my own house, my own car, great job, ample of investment money at this young age but still I feel like something is missing. I felt empty at times. However, I don't know how to fill those void.

The only things that makes me to keep on going now is my mother who always concern about me and a friend who contantly cheering me up everyday so I could put a smile on my face.

So yeah. My birthday is coming soon and I am getting older.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Johor Bharu On The Go

Hey everyone,

Sorry about the late update. I am now at Johor. I have absolutely no idea what makes me decide to come down here. It was really an impromptu act.

I just grab the flight ticket and here I am. Nothing much I did actually. Just hang out at the Danga Bay yesterday and then shop for my new Baju Raya. Do you know it already almost 10 years since I had new Baju Melayu? Yeah. I been using my old one. My body really didn't change that much after all this year.

Well today plan probably I am going to celebrate breaking fast at the special kids home. Something different I guess. Doing something special in this special month for all of us.

I am flying back home tomorrow morning. Haven't bought the ticket yet. As usual going to just grab and go. Hopefully there will be seat for me. I'll post another post soon.

BTW, I just find out about app for blogger on iPhone. Saw it from someone blog. This app kinda cool I guess. Fast and easy.