Enchantment Class

This week almost come to an end. How fast time fly and yet I feel I achieve nothing so far.

As you all know I am having Enhancement Class this week. It is basically just a discussion and briefing on some topic which need to know basis.

Everyday I had to wake up early and drive to the academy. I normally don't like to go to work early just because I will be stuck in the traffic jam. Instead of 15 minutes drive it became 30 minutes. Lucky for me I had to endure it for only this 5 days. I understand now the stress for those who had to drive every single day to work. Tiring.

The last day of the class is the exam. I was lucky that I passed the exam. It was really quite difficult as some of the question were related to something I learned 5 years ago. So can you imagine how hard for me to recall it back.

This week is really tiring week for me. I ended up with almost getting myself a fever. So I told myself to take it easy and just rest. Stop everything and just sleep. Really sleep.

What did I do that caused me to be so tired? Well apart from the class, I was also going to the gym, helping a friend to move out, went out dinner with friends and etc. All this caused me to come back home nearly midnight. Yup. I know, self induced stress. Hahaha.

My weekend is full with plans. Clubbing, hiking, move house (friend) and gym. All this with very minimum time rest. I think I will re-plan again everything and get myself a lot of rest.

Next month? I am free the whole month. However if there are changes, the company will call or email to inform me.

Double Post Almost

I was happily typing for my new update today. So I type type type until almost end already then it struck to me.

"I think I type this before"

So I go back to my blog and there it was a post I had published. The same post I am typing. Haih. Waste time only. Now I got no mood to type any new post already for today.

Just for info, I am now doing Enhancement Class for a week until this Friday and there will be an exam on the last day. I did NOT study at all for it. Hope I will pass. Otherwise dieeeee.

First Fitness

I didn't know the cost of joining a gym has increase dramaticly. I remembered that on 2007, I used to pay only RM119 per month but now it almost doubled to RM205 per month.

Nontheless, do to me wanting to keep myself fit again, I decided to joined in back. I can say I am back to gym.

Now the only thing is to keep myslef a mental note that I have to go at least 3 times a week. Otherwise, it just useless. Simple example would be just like paying for astro, see or no see still need to pay the fee.

My target is to get myself lean and fit. I don't want 6 packs. Even one pack of abs also does not interest me. Fat loss is the priority. I can say I never go to gym or do any exercise before. Well, walking in the mall does NOT count as exercising.

Right now, I am doing the stamina part more compare to strength and build. I think for me (my way of thinking) this should be the foundation. The rest can come later.

I noticed as well that I become more happy after my exercise. I just don't know the reason why. I get more hyper than uaual. It's good for me but my friend sure think I'm crazy now.

As said, my goal is to get a lean & toned body and my target to archive it in 3 months time. I have the ideal weight for my body (my PT told me one) so it is easier. Ok ok. Easier said than done.

I shall try. I shall succeed it. I shall prove it. Gambateh.

Cakap Relax Makan

I am away again. But but but.. I am nearer than you think. Guess where I am. Yes? No?

Well I am staying at Kelana Jaya now. It's my company hotel. Don't play play ok. It's free some more. I know my house like 15mins away. Still. Nevermind, I tell you why?

I am attending 3 days course here. So since it really opposite building and it's free, why not make my life easier and take the room. The company want us all to come and have a chit chat. CRM = Cakap Rehat Makan.

Ok. Just kidding. It's a course for us to improve the overall safety by learning on how to handle it. I explain also headache already. A lot of thing can be learn from the course. It is really fun with all the activities involved as well. So to say, you won't get bored by just listening or see the slide.

Nonetheless, I learn and now able to improve my understanding on certain aspect in day to day life. I think this is really a good thing and I believe all company should install this module to everyone. I am talking too specific now. So I want go sleep.

Adios

Ay Yar Pirate

I can't take it anymore. I want my face to be perfect. I know lar I am not that good looking type of people but hey! Something need to be done. 

I had this I-don't-know-what-it-call thing on my eye and it make me look weird. Well maybe it just me because for some of my friend they realize after I told them about it. 

Anyway to cut story short, I finally went to the eye specialist to have it fixed once and for all. No, I did not do cosmestic surgery to make my eye bigger or smaller. I just want the thing to be gone hopefully forever. 

The procedure was fast. I think it completed in just 15mins. The injection on the eye was not so bad. I was told it would be painful but I managed to handle it. I guess I was used to it already. Then after awhile and my eye is numbed. He sliced it and take it out. It was yucky. The doctor was funny because he like to talk a lot and make jokes. 

My eye bled and I look like a pirate with eye patch on one eye. Only after 20mins sitting at the recovery section and the blood had stop they opened it back. The pain start again but it was alright

Few days to recover and I hope I look as hot as ever. *Bwek*

I'm Coming

Fuhh. So many "years" I didn't blog I guess. Everything like so dusty. *Swipe swipe*

So anyway this would be a very very very long post. I am going to tell you what been happening around and about on my life. I know you sure like to hear one.

Since I am lazy to check back my old post on what I already publish and what I didn't, if you found the same story again, simply skip it or read again lah if you like.

We go from the weeks that I left up to until now.

1. My house is a home. I've move in for almost a month already now. It is tiring to move house but when everything is settled, you definitely felt the satisfaction in yourself.

I've done and spent quite a resonable amount of money to move and bought furnitures. So right now everything is done. I am so happy I can sleep in a place I call home.

2. Finally I got my internet in the house. Ok. I lied. I got it like 2 weeks after I applied for it. But I was so busy, I didn't set it up properly until 2 weeks after that.

The TM staff had to call to remind me of the availability of the Internet connection. I think they monitored me wor. Right after I setup my account they straight away called to help troubleshot some speed issue. So efficient. Now speed fast. Can download lots of porn movie.

3. Like I was being crazy again and I just bought flight ticket and fly to Australia again. I know. Crazy right? The trip was extremely short. I can say I spend only 36 hours on ground. The rest was well spent on the air. The ground was not that fun and exciting but on the air - loving it.

Due to my own "safety" (don't want people jealous later), I shall not disclosed the details on what happen on board the aircrafts. What happen on board, stays on board.

Moving on.

4. As you can well notice my recent post, I had some personal issue I had to handle. It was really *speechless*.

I was at my maximum limit and I exploded like never before. I think this is the second time in my entire life I exploded this serious. Bad words came out repeatedly and if I didn't get away out of sight I might even physically hurt that person. I was really an angry and hurt at that time.

As of now, I am taking a *seriously no idea what to fill with* from someone. Who? Don't asked. I stop talking about it anymore as I am putting it on hold until that person (especially) ready to talk about it again and we ready to discuss it face to face. I don't know if that will ever happen at all too.

A friend of mine somehow managed to locate and erased all the contacts and details of that person. So the only way for me to communicate (if I need to) is by email only. Just like the first time we did when we first know each other.

Ok. Next.

5. I think I am becoming a worst driver ever. There this one time, I was not concentrating on my driving due to brain overwhelmed with thoughts (happpened due to issue no. 4) and I ended up in the opposite lane.

Can you imagine how dangerous that was? I actually nearly head on with the incoming traffic when I realized the mistake. Phew!

Scary.

6. Right now I am extremely busy and extremely tired with all the study. I do have a lot of rest days but most of the time I used it to study at home.

Basically you can see my monthly schedule on the right side of this blog. Everything is there. So if you want to ask me go yum char, check the schedule first ok?

I sound so like a big shot.

7. I passed one of my exam with a 100% mark. Yippie!

8. OMG. My weight is scaring me right now. I lost a lot of weight lately.

But but but...

I still feel I am fat just because I can see me tummy. Not sexy lor.

So I decided to go to gym one day. Soon. Very soon. Now very busy.

"Alasan"

9. I tried something new just for fun. What was it? Body waxing. Well, I laugh when I'm in pain.

So I laughed.

Anyway, it was really nice to feel my body so smooth. I feel like doing it again. It really was fun.

10. Few of my friends told me that I talk like a typical Chinese. Be it my English or my Bahasa.

I thought I sound very normal one. Really meh?

...

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

Last Minute Plan

I am flying off now to somewhere 8hrs of flight time. You probably can guess is that by now. So see you and bye bye Malaysia. I'll blog it when I remember. Hahaha.

Accident Accident Accident

I was in an accident in Thurday. Human: Untouched. Car: Slight dent.

My friend was in an accident on Friday. Human: Badly shaken but untouched. Car: Badly damaged.

Another friend of mine was in an accident on Saturday. Human: Untouched. Car: Front total lost.

Post-Operation: Kidney Stones

Ok. Let see now, where were we. Ok ok. The operation part. So they wheeled me in around 4pm. I thought they could do it faster so I could go out fast. However so, only at 445pm they start the operation. 

Funny that I can still laugh and smile when the anesthetist injected me with the anesthetic. The oxygen was administered together and the last word I said to the doctor was, "Wo, It's starting already". Sleep I was after that. 

It took longer than last time. I counted and the total hours spent was 2hrs. So long but I don't know what happened to the lost time. The doctor told me that the stone dropped further down in the kidney so it took him awhile to grab it back. Oh well as long as everything is done. 

They numbed my 'little brother' already as I told them I don't want to wake up with pain. But then my kidney was not included. In the end I still asked them to give me the painkiller. I hate pain. 

So the next thing I know I already in the ward with my mom waiting for me in my room. The kidney stones were given to me as souvenir and a CD of the video procedure was given as well.

Oh ya, I was bleeding involuntary for 2 days so they had to cover my 'little brother' with bandage. So many people see me naked already now. LOL.

 

I AM STONES FREE BABEH !!

Note: Total cost for this operation is RM 13352.60.

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Pre-Operation: Kidney Stones

Today is my second operation for the kidney. This time I believe it will be longer as the doctor did told me that he be putting up the scope all the way up to the kidney and remove any remaining stones. The post-op would be a lot more blood coming out while peeing than usual. 

I woke up late. I was in a bad mood today (for a reason I don't think I will tell). So in the end the hospital had to call me asking me my current location. However so, I arrived just an hour late from the original time. 

I was told to fast from 9am. So since I woke up late, I didn't get the chance to eat my breakfast. 

Lying down in the bed playing with the iPhone is the only thing I do right now while waiting for them to wheel me in to the OT. 

Surpisingly due to the fact I told the nurses everything made  my anesthetist to ordered IV to keep me hydrate. They were afraid of setting the line as they scared I would scold them (am I that fierce?). So they tried to call the MO to do it instead. Eventually, they had to do it by themself and painful as it seem, I felt nothing. Told them they can do it on their own because if they failed once, they can always try again. 

I think I will be taking my nap soon. I have 3 hrs to go. The pill for anti-nausea and stomach upset had been guven and taken by me. I should be done by 7-8pm.

I definitely need to advise the doctor to prepare Phetadine (painkiller) for my post-op just in case I'm in pain. 

Yup. I planned everything well as I want everything to be painless possible. Being sick most of the time does give me advantages on knowledge of pills and medical terms.

See you later?

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