Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Stress Can Kill

Out of the sudden I felt so stress when I'm back home. I feel so happy when I'm out of the country actually. Maybe it's time for me to move out from this house and find a new place to live in. I use to call it home but now it feel like a dumb to me.

Don't get me wrong. This house is perfect just for me to stay. Low rental, great location and such. But the ONE huge thing affecting it now is it past. A terrible past which making me stress everytime it triggers in my memory. What would you do?

I can't own this house. I don't think I have enough financially to own this house since I already in debt with all my other houses. Great move for long term but pain in the ass to pay off the loan. If I were to own this house I will renovate it to the max until I myself won't even recognize it.

Stress is a bitch and I'm getting emo just thinking about it. What the hell happen to me?


1 comment:

Farra said...

Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.