Life Update

I noticed that I've been working a lot lately. I know I should give myself a break from time to time but I just don't know what to do when I'm alone.

I'm earning more than average people in my country. To be exact at about 8x more than a University graduates and I'm very grateful about it. I'm happy for the work I have right now but I don't know how long will it last. As for now I'm just grateful to have a job.

I learned a lot in life. Just my love life seem to be at the dead end. I can't decide what I want when it come to love. I just doesn't really seem to care to put an effort to it. I was hit really bad on my previous relationship. So bad I was not able to stand up from my fall for almost a month. I told myself one day I must left it behind and go on with my life.

I guess the reason why I don't care is because I used to care so much and got hurt so bad. How do you recover fully from that?

I still reminded of my past. Lately I felt nothing is right in my life. I don't know what is wrong but it's like my heart telling me something I couldn't understand. I don't really know how to get rid of the feeling. There is no 'off' button that I could click on.

I love to travel but at the same time I'm trying not to overspend my money. I'm trying to save as much as I can and pay off any remaining debt I have. I wanted to be debt free. It's not easy to accomplish as my spending nature is terrible. I need more money. Well who doesn't.

To be continued.....