I Say It Straight

I believe I am relatively nice. I know sometimes I can simply say what in my mind without thinking about the consequences first. To me I know what I say is right and I shouldn't feel bad about it.

Once, my uncle scolded me for being who I am. My mom did constantly advise me to talk to people politely. I do not have problem being nice. I don't have problem with people. It just my way of saying it differently.

The thing about me is I keep everything very much to myself. So I coated it with word nicely. That what I had been taught all this while. My words sometime can be too sensitive to others. But I still will say it out loud when I feel like saying it.

I am nice. Still when I'm required to be I will be mean. When I am mean I am really mean. Yeah. I know how to make people angry at me but at the same time having no choice but to listen to what I am saying and do what I say. I get what I want and I know how to get it.

The nicest meanest way of it if necessary.

I'm not sure if you could understand what I am trying to say here. But it's alright. I'm alright.