Solving A Problem

The first thing on solving a problem is admitting of having one. I finally told my family that I am having problem accepting the fact that I had failed the review board which in turn caused me to become an angry person.

My mother said she did notice the changed but she just keep it quiet wanting me to admit it for myself. My friends too did know I was sad even though I was putting a smile on my face.

I don't know how many people had been hurt by me. By my anger.

I need to deal with it. So I am taking some time off to relax and handle my problem. I had to accept and set things right. If I keep doing thing I am doing right now I am destroying myself and I am hurting people.

For the time being, I will not be contactable in anyway unless it is emergency. I also will be taking some time off from the blogging world until I am well. Being said that, I won't be going online and try to live life the old way. Maybe this time it will works for me.

Don't worry. I will be back and I will be better.

Shutter Island

A very puzzled movie. Yes. That is the only thing I could say about this movie I just watched.

It is very interesting movie to watched actually but it will definitely going to makes you go crazy at the same time. It is so twisted that half the time you might not going to believe what was happening actually. Believe me. I myself almost gone crazy solving the puzzle (or mystery).

Is is a psychologically impossible to imagine the nature of the story and yet to explain it to you would be even harder by me. So I suggest that you watch it by yourself to understand it. I am very much sure you going to love it. Just try not to go crazy figuring out the answer. My rating 9/10.

Tooth Fairy

Disney movie always funny. I know it is a little bit too late to review on this movie but still I want to share it with does who haven't watch it yet. Do please buy the DVD and watch it. Dwayne Johnson is hilarious.

Sure it is not real and all but how cool is to actually create a movie purely from fantasy. I wonder if it were true. Nah. I know I should convince you to go and buy this DVD, but if I were to tell you the whole plot (which by now you probably going to look for it) it will spoil the fun.

I tell you it is funny and fun. Wait. Funny and fun are the same right. Oh well. My rating 8.5/10.

Wishes For You

Happy Birthday Mom !!!

The Bounty Hunter

To me this is just an ok movie. It is not as fun as the trailer show. Alright fine. I found this movie to be boring. I don't know why. Perhaps the storyline is just plain. Even with two good main actor and actress in it does not made the story goes as good as it should be (or as I expected it to be).

It all about the ex-husband trying to bring in the ex-wife to jail. While the ex-wife is actually on a case of finding the drug dealer or something. I donno. My mind float away to some place else most of the time. Read here at Wikipedia if you interested to know more.

My rating 4.5/10.

I Had Become An Angry Man

Today another person was a victim of my latest rage. It was his fault for not properly do the job as I told specifically to him. I like everything to be just perfect or at least as agree upon. In the end he had to admit his mistake and will redo everything all over again. I still have compassion toward him, so I am willing pay extra for the damage he had done to compensate his lost.

My style is very easy and clearly to understand. If you are given a time frame to complete a task and agree to it, you must do so. If you are unable to do it, have the courtesy to call me. Otherwise, your ear might bleed listening to my yelling. I don't care if you are older or more superior than I am.

I am a nice person but a promise is a promise. So don't push it.

Post Scriptum: That is why I prefer to let my mother handle the situation first and I only step in at the last minutes. Believe me, you don't want to see me when I am angry.

Post Scriptum II: This is one of many series of my rage for this past few months.

Follow Up At UMSC

Yesterday was the day my appointment was set to meet up with my new Neurologist. They asked me to go for it and I had no choice to to listen. My career is at stake here. I do want to get better and I hope this time my new doctor could find the solution for me of my long lasting sickness.

I was almost lost when the location of the centre was not exactly at the hospital itself. It was actually located a little far off from it. So with the help of Google Map, I managed to find the centre with still time to spare.

I was almost pissed off when the counter at the ground floor told me that the attending doctor was on leave. How could not they call me if it were the case? I would not have to drive all the way from my house to the centre which took me two hours of my driving time. It just waste of my time, fuel and money. They asked me to check again with the nurse counter. So up I went to the third floor. He was in. They made a mistake of a different doctor with a name relatively close to my doctor.

I waited almost two hours before my numbers was up. Imagine if that the case for me to be at the private side of the centre but how about if I weren't. Yes. University Malaya Specialist Centre has both government and private side for clinic. So if you are willing to pay more (a lot more), you will be a lot more comfortable. However, the waiting time is still a kill. Luckily for my, I have my iPhone to accompany me.

The doctor asked all sorts of question. He wanted to study my case first with his colleagues and he will call me again in couple of day time. He also did mention doing a procedure which I was reluctant to do last time (with my other Neurologist didn't suggest to me to do also). I think perhaps I should just swallow my cowardliness and just do it to rule out all possibilities.

Until then I just have to sit tight and wait for the call.